It is just around the corner!!!!

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not.

Quand Il Le Temps :) oui oui

Yes it is the time...

After almost 8 years we have decided a month ago to start our journey seriously officially hahaha

He has planned mostly everything, what I do is tightening and acting as advisor for our celebration. We try to minimize the involvement of both mommies and so far so good.. Alhamdulillah!

I like our invite which is simple yet pretty (to my juicy eyes) well some minor things which I should highlight to the designer but yeah.. small lil things that should just let go

I have my own invite tracker and budget in excel sheet haha yes am so kiasu innit. I really wanna DIY most of the stuff but if only time permits hmmm...
So far we managed to get our own light bulb strings.. Doing it from scratch yes! Oui! Jadore
Will share with you when it is ready!

Anyway, the best thing we did today was....
Tadaaaa......

Yup our own monogram that I have we created ourselves. I foresee this is the first stationary for us and more to come heheh!

Can't wait to finalize all the preparations for our petite soiree...
Wish me lotsa luck!

Bisous xoxo

Shine Bright Like A Diamond

Things We Do

Boy every time it's year end there will be lotsa things to do people to meet and celebrate..

Not that I am complaining however, it helps to occupy my time and a good distraction from work. I realized also that friends come and go.. not only works for me but to the rest as well.

Next month is a big step well changing my official status heheh.. He said he has prepared some guards incase I speed off from him :p 
Like I always believe that if it is meant to be with Almighty's will and blessing it falls into place.. Amin. Insya'allah.

Actually, there are more things I wanna say and share with you. However, let me have some rest and beauty sleep. We were tired from torturing ourselves in the gym and pool earlier. Yes.. I think I am the fattest I have been and I do not think I will be a skinny bride hahaha oh well... catcha again!

Bon nuit xoxo

What is the fuss about?

Hi :)
As early October I have we have planned something big together.
You must be wondering or you may have guessed...
It's something that has come, that we should to continue our journey together :)

I feel that I want something simple, something that will not make us suffer later for the sake of impressing, something that should be intimate with people who matters and something that we both would agree it's celebration of our union.

Deep in my heart if it's meant to be it will fall and sail smoothly... be it in anything in life :) always have faith and when the time is right it will fall into place easily for you.. alhamdulillah.. Insya allah.

We have finalized most of the important stuff i.e. location, paper works, religious procedures, wedding planner, catering and importantly my dress! I hope it will turn out as I imagined. Nothing fancy yet it should be special :)

The negotiating part is the tricky one cos this wedding planner is not somebody I know it's his friend and he wanted it WOW haha talking about my groomzilla... Heheh I told him it's best we save some cost for our honeymoon rather than pay for something so temporary!

Wish me luck xoxo

Make doa our practice everyday :)

Allahumma yassir wala tu’assir robbi tammim bi’khair..

O Allah, make it easy, and do not make it difficult. O Allah, make it end well

Keep Chasing (the right thing and purpose!)

Life is beautiful :)

Bonjour!

I have been on a hiatus for sometime. The journey has been on a roller coaster mode.
Nevertheless, in time of occupying my mind to a positive energy I decided to spend more time here to let my chest out, clear the system and share my thoughts.

New blog header! Yes, I have spontaneously played around and polish of the dust of my creativity juice. Haha. Tadaaaa...
I chose it to be simple, clutter-less and a hint of the French dans moi :)

Time flies faster and I hope my old self will come back and shine bright like a diamond like how it was meant to be!

I will be back! Bisous x

Dream Big :)

One day when I opened the sliding door of my balcony... 
I saw this....

A paper plane randomly flew on to my home. No it wasn't a love letter but somehow it made me smile.. Secretly I made a wish :)
xoxo

Ma mere :)

June 

• our mommy's birthday
• as well as mother's day
• king's birthday ;)

She's the most amazing woman in our lives...

 We took her out to my favourite hang out place Publika. We ended up eating in Ben's :)

Our iron lady wonder woman

Mommy's 59th birthday cake :)

Chin up :)

Innalillahiwarajiun :(

Exactly 9 months 1 day after my late daddy passed away peacefully my last close atok, Atok Chu has passed away yesterday morning around 6.40 am :(

We was admitted on Saturday night and we went visited him in ICU on Sunday afternoon

He was in coma after doc revived him from CPR lucky he fell in the hospital to take his medication

So sad to see him and both me and mommy recited yassin by his bedside

We know he can hear but then he couldn't response....

He is in better place now joining his late wife Atok Chu Itam who passed away 5 days before Dy-O

I still remember Dy-O sad face to ask for forgiveness during last Hari Raya to Atok Chu Itam

It's like they know they are going to heaven soon :(

He was looking really handsome in his baju melayu but sad he was on wheelchair as he doesn't have the strength to stand anymore :(

It's all ketentuan Ilahi we come from Him and we must face Him eternally

I really wish and pray to Almighty to protect their souls and for us to remember them forever

Insya allah we will continue giving our prayers and care among each other

Love those close around you especially your FAMILY

You can never replaced them!

xoxo

Happy Father's Day. Alfatihah.

I miss your jokes.

I miss your smiles.

I miss your stern voice.

I miss looking at your frown when you think of something.

I miss your hugs.

I miss your bullying.

I miss your mr. knowing it all.

I miss yourself sitting in the arm chair while watching telly.

I miss your missing and knowing you are out there somewhere.

I miss singing with you.

I miss listening to your stories even though we know you're just bragging.

I miss your time of teasing mommy.

Seriously I thought I wouldn't miss anything or all of the above but now that you're gone...

Tears trickled unexpectedly when I think of you.

Daddy, Ayah, Dy-O I love you. We love you and we'll never stop thinking of you and give you our prayers.

Alfatihah.

xoxo

Sometime God puts people in your life briefly, just to teach you how to let go

Joyeux Anniversaire Maman!

Je t'aime!

Today 1st June 2011 is my super bionic woman cinquante-huit birthday :)

It is also her anniversary but sadly Dy-O is no longer with us :(

Alfatihah

She sprained her ankle last Sunday when we went for a wedding

The curb was uneven so she fell and it has swollen even after I took her for urut

Wak the contractor who is doing some reno works at home advised mommy to wrapped her ankle for 2 hours with blended ginger. Guess what.. it works and has subsided tremendously!

Here was when we went to support down syndrome children PDSN dinner invited by MunMun

Mommy looked nice in her bling bling head cover which she was reluctantly to put on haha

She said "takut glamour sangat lah..... "

Bro is away for a company event so I'm gonna spend the evening with her and share some durian cake nearby our place since she can't really moves anywhere....

I love you always and wishing that God will give you the best in both worlds where you have proved to us for being the most strong lady physically and spiritually....

LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

Wish Harder and It Will Come To YOU sonner or later!

I am so grateful that this year god has granted most of the stuff that I wanted

Not being materialistic but with his blessings I managed to acquire it.. Alhamdulillah

Am not bragging either but I have understood that if you have patience and dream and set your mind on it you can actually achieve it

My juicy metaphor is not just to shoes and handbags but I realized I can actually applying it to other things too

They said if you give your best and be optimistic the universe can hear you!

Or a matter of fact if you pray harder of course the Almighty can hear you :)

I always wanted to work in KLCC, you know being in the tower and have a posh office address

I DID! Even it was temporary but I did it! *beams*

I always wanted to work with an expatriate you know grasp different culture and knowledge

I DID! In fact it was in 3 different companies with different background and I gained loads of experience

I always wanted to involves in trade shows/exhibitions and fly on business class in my business suits

I DID! I've been to the biggest IT expo CeBiT in Germany, Shanghai, Australia and India *beams*

In fact twice I travelled on 1st class which was a great privileged!!! *winks*

But I do get tested with so many things too like annoying co-worker, impatience bosses, temperamental associates and other things. Guess good things only comes along after you've been greatly pushed to your limit!

I am blessed to have a great family eventhough they are not perfect but they are MINE!

We only learn to discover to tolerate better when we grow older where I stop answering to my parents everytime they point out my mistakes hehe

I just let them be cos they're always right in the end :)

We all should embrace our life as it is. Live with no regrets cos if it meant to be it is what it should be!

xoxo

Bonne fête des mères

Had a great lunch date with mommy

She enjoyed good food, nice stuff and travel

That's what I inherited from her...

But I can never been as bionic as her!

She's my superwoman!

How do you spend your time with your superwoman?

Je t'aime Maman!

xoxo

Happy Labour Day!

1st May
It's a holiday for everyone and also a day that change something in my love life
It's quite a weird and unacceptable but somehow God has laid his plan for us innit..
Now I don't look back but instead plan and hope for a better future with lotsa great adventures :)

Yesterday we had a tea w some of my favorite ppl in a new French bakery
It's called Levain Boulangerie Pattiserie right in the busy street of Golden Triangle
The place is an old bungalow converted to a cafe
Nice set up but it's not exactly French at all
Had a good catch up with them and I would return for the le durian macaroons!!!
So yummy it melts in my mouth
Go and check out the place nice to hang out w a group of friends :)

Anyway enjoy your holiday.. Lucky it falls on Sunday

Bises

jusqu'ici tout va bien!

Hey ho! Hey ho!
It's been two days at the new place and looking good
Got my new lappie and blackberry... Syukur!
Carrying 3 phones are not funny la haha but thank god for handbags innit :D
Can never part with my ol faithful nokia, still reliable and the best especially the torch light function
It helps a lot even it managed to find a random white chick shoes in a club last week hehe

Anyway before I joined had to go thru medical check up
I am in pink of health *phew* be it urine, heart, blood, lungs
Except gotta check on my count for hemoglobin slightly lower but all good :)
As expected I fainted when they took my blood for test
Apparently it is normal for some people
I was braving myself while laying down on the bed but once the blood was extracted from me whoosh I felt lightheaded and gone!
Needles! No! I fear them! Haha

Am looking at my pattern and timing as driving back from work will need a lot of patience
Yeah traffic so yoga and French class has to wait awhile
I am sleeping early too so my day is as other morning birds now hehe
I could say am happy but not expecting much and everyday is a challenge
We learn something new :)

Counting days for the weekend cos me and fiancé gonna have a short escapade
Yay! It's good for my soul and I have to go to the sea or beach at least!
Lili Marleen here we come!!!!

To those who silently read my updates just be happy for me and wish me well please
Cos I'll do the same for ya!
Abientot.

xoxo

la liberté

Je suis libre, enfin!
HURRAH! HOORAY!
While different part of the world pulling out pranks on the 1st of April, I handed my love letter to the management of MonKey Land
Truthfully I swallowed the treatment they gave me the whole freaking month till my pay credited in my bank sans bonus like everyone else
Unbelievable but I managed it thru and left feeling liberated ;)
It is sad that I have to leave the new team but if the whole show is run by shallow spoilt brats I have no time to entertain any monkey business haha
So long bloody fools :D

Had strong support from my bionic mommy, bambino and close friends and am so blessed to have them in my life
The two pondans that I recruited well, let just say "kacang lupakan kulit" and they need a lot of luck to babysit tat baby gorilla
3 years was a long time and a record and I started losing myself.. The happy me the juicy me!
Too much sacrifice which wasn't appreciated.. At all.. so yeah life has to go on and MOVE ON!
Managed to clear my name w the No. 1 and he wish me all the best :)

Nouveau chapitre, nouveau départ et nouvelle aventure
(New chapter, new beginning and new adventure)
Life has so much to offer innit!

Up upon the star I bet Daddy-O is smiling for me...
I miss him dearly. Alfatihah.

P/s: I am now officially engaged to the man that understood what real love is :)
Alhamdulillah. God laid his plan for all of us so just embrace it with open heart...