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I luv luv lush luxe shiny materials
Maybe I have the eye for anything lavish, eloborate, gaudy to some which just fascinates me
Wish I can have 'em all.. am gonna have some lace, embellish stones lil project of my own! Weeeee
Here is juicy mommy vintage lace jacket yo!
Passed down to me and imma just gonna keep it wif me for now -_________-

I had to be numb at the moment and that is the best option at the mo
It's okay I've been in the same rut almost all the time
Hmmmm... let just hope it wouldn't be tat long *looks up*
Anyway they always say if you can't beat them just join them!
In my case just give them a taste of their own medicine ugh!
Lately my mind has been so occupied and the social life I could keep is just catching up at mamak
Cos it's just a step away from my flat so it's cool
Tonite I dragged bambam to check out fashionisette @The Attic
I like the place cos it's cosy and met a lot of ol friends
Even babs sporting a crazy afro do was there and since bambam asked me to say hello I obliged
Cos it would look odd just to ignore besides *cough* she don't really look good heheh *looks away*
Had two jugs of harimau after me contemplating not to touch any
But hey what the heck I've been so so stressed and pressured instead of doing what I should I opted for another way
My bad..
Yeah seriously am not ready and can never be double face
It ain't my style.... soon enough I would choose the right path...
Got lotsa piccha to share...
Wait ar peeps.. Am so so disturbia now weh
dum dum di da dum dum da da da daaaa..
I should be paid a consultancy fee!!!
Please bear wif the cussing in this post cos that bloody hippie man being a real pain in the ass
Working and staying in this country can actually manipulate a foreigner being the same lame attitude like the majority
They squeeze they give no respect they being sneaky!
When I know somebody I would give my utmost respect in adapting and accommodating to their character, behaviour and sometimes their mood
But one can take as much isn't it?!
The problem wif me is am always being bloody too nice, give face always laugh it off oh it's okay it's just them
I shouldn't be too emo shouldn't take it personal
Yes my weakness is let me tell you loud and clear and transparent of feeling for that person first instead of MINE!
MINE!!!! I should think of myself first! ME! ME! ME!
But nooooooooooo... repeatedly another person comes first
Memang pantang if I sensed that person is super sneaky
Like WTF lah kan just be straight forward la babi!
Don't have to pressure me and then point the fingers to me subtlety at the end of the day
I can smell it la you doink!
Yes, I don't think I can take your bullshit crap anymore mofo cos you don't run my freaking life
I'm a fast learner and I give well not 100% but at least 95.5% lah cos am not perfect!
These type of people I would say they have inferiority complex
When they know you can lead a better life than them oooh they cannot cope wif that!
Make that person life miserable too!
Thank god for some positive vibes that I can rely on lately seriously it means sooooo much to me
Giving me the support and courage of what to do and things to be done for MYSELF!
Yes I gotta start thinking of sorting myself out for a better healthy life!
I may want all that sparkle bling bling in this life but hey MOFO it can be found somewhere else too you scumbag!
BAH!
Buying a penthouse decorated like shit wif kamdar curtains (oh wait kamdar has better choice now) doesn't impress me at all!
You can work on your bloody hammock yourself and just die there!
God please give me strength to brave through these challenges but am tired...
Seriously tired >.<
It ain't my game anymore...
Am easily tired lately cos after settling down at the new office I just couldn't stop working
WORK! WORK! WORK!
*sighs*
Anyhoo a lot of things should be tied up and the mess I've gotta clean up is not even mine
Bah! That's always the case innit others washing their hands off and dumping it to the next person
Sheesh... but hey when ever you work for someone you can never escape or have a choice
My mind has been pretty occupied too, getting hard to sleep at nite >_<
Driver told me to use short cut to get to Penchala Link after hours traffic
I zoomed through and was happy to beat the lots
But.. but.. when you drive around the neighbour hood I learned not to drive fast cos it will look as a safe and empty road but always have some unexpected dumb idiots who dunno how to look at their bloody rear mirror when reversing the damn car!!!!!
BANG! *shaky shake*
OH yeah I was shaken cos one drunken idiot smelt of beer kiss my chevy ass UUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!
No surprise at the left hole a souvenir from bambam's bro which has not been fixed almost half a year!!!!
Ok usually I would be very very angry upset yelled and screamed but but becos of my work occupied mind and partly due to the monthly cycle I can get a lil vulnerable and cool off
Stupid me didn't realized the big freaking dent caused by that drunken idiot and oh yes when he wanted to shake my hand for saying yeah whatever OMG *slaps self repeatedly* I just wanna go off!
In my mind it should be a lesson to him that THANK GOD he rammed my car not some motorcyclist or jaywalkers and killed them!
At least I could fix my car innit *sighs*
Things happen and hmmm... am gonna be so broke man
Well I hope that china man really open up his chinky eyes not to drink and drive during happy hours!
Poor my baby chevy....
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On another note have you ever like meet eye to eye wif one person and you know that you know that person
It's just you can't recall and you scared it maybe a wrong person and just look away and walk straight...
I swear walking back from lunch the gal I saw was my pet sister in primary school
Just couldn't do anything while we looked at each other and after a couple of steps later I remembered he name is Amelia
Gosh having period make me so stupid sometimes ugh!
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